by Erika Awakening | May 11, 2009 | Uncategorized
So I’ve been exploring this edge recently, between soft vulnerability and loving toughness. What do I mean by soft vulnerability? I mean full-on openness, a willingness to be adventurous and do “crazy” things, like meet a man who lives across the...
by Erika Awakening | May 8, 2009 | Uncategorized
“The crucified give pain because they are in pain. But the redeemed give joy because they have been healed of pain. Everyone gives as he receives, but he must choose what it will be that he receives. And he will recognize his choice by what he gives, and what is...
by Erika Awakening | May 8, 2009 | Uncategorized
Yes, bit by bit, my regular playful and happy self is starting to reemerge. And behind the scenes, Eight — who is pretty amazing with women — has been reigniting my love of the game. Last night I went out with Player Girl and Czech Girl (who, btw, is still...
by Erika Awakening | May 7, 2009 | Uncategorized
Well, everyone, I am about to be our experimental guinea pig for some of this Deep Inner Game work. For those who are just tuning in, I recently wrote about my revelations of how much a trauma when I was four years old (my kitten being killed by a car) has been,...
by Erika Awakening | May 6, 2009 | Uncategorized
After all these many months, say what you will about them, I still love RSD Nation. For those who are not familiar, it’s a wonderful forum where guys share their experiences with each other about becoming more self-actualized and having better connections with...
by Erika Awakening | May 5, 2009 | Uncategorized
A little while back, I wrote about the importance of saying no and removing oneself from untenable situations.There were a couple of things I forgot to mention:(1) Ego interruptus. One thing that saying no does is prevent the ego from replaying the same old script it...
