by Erika Awakening | Mar 23, 2009 | Emotional Release, Uncategorized
Today a personally upsetting event happened in my life. I covered pretty much every emotion during the course of the day. From bliss this morning to shock and amazement, doubt and disbelief, gritty determination, and then deep sadness. Wave after wave of deep sadness...
by Erika Awakening | Dec 22, 2008 | Emotional Release, Uncategorized
but I’m more and more convinced that celibacy was the right choice for me. It just led to me feeling a lot more integrity in my relationships. There’s a real purity to getting to know someone without focusing on what their body can give you (which is...
by Erika Awakening | Dec 15, 2008 | Emotional Release, Uncategorized
I’m feeling tender and touchy still. Longing for healing and equilibrium and open warm communication. I don’t know what else to say. It feels like hot coals in my gut, and I’ve run the full gamut of emotions today. Fear, sadness, laughter, euphoria,...
by Erika Awakening | Dec 14, 2008 | Emotional Release, Uncategorized
It seems to be subsiding. Thank God :-) Also thanks to everyone who was so supportive during my “unsettling.” Love you guys.
by Erika Awakening | Dec 12, 2008 | Emotional Release, Uncategorized
Since my brief flirtation with breaking celibacy, I am noticing that I am feeling significantly more reactive about things than I usually do. Now … maybe this is one of those passing phases like many things have been on this spiritual journey where there is a...
by Erika Awakening | Nov 8, 2008 | Art of Seduction, Emotional Release, How to Attract Women, Relationships and Sexuality, Uncategorized
As many of you know, I am a frequent poster on RSD Nation, which is Tyler Durden’s forum for aspiring pickup artists: www.rsdnation.com. I love posting about how the spiritual tools I talk about here can help guys be better with women. This is not spiritual...
