Hey everyone,

I haven’t written anything super personal in a while, but tonight I have a rare night off. Earlier, I was enjoying some erotic exploration. Now I’m sipping a glass of musky red wine, cuddling with Harvey the cat, and … writing a little blog article …

I don’t really know how to describe to you what has happened for me since Fourth of July. For those of you who have been reading for a while, you may recall that I was very demoralized in June. In fact, I almost left the business and the community altogether. I was not feeling fulfilled. I was not feeling appreciated. And I felt depleted trying to make this business work while also working a full time day job. I felt exhausted.

Then I took a break, and meanwhile, I just continued working on my belief system with HBR …

Well, lo and behold, my life has taken a quantum leap … :)

Without following any of the “rules” of marketing and sales, I have allowed my intuition to guide me into … a total breakthrough …

This month alone, I’ve had over $50,000 in coaching sales, and have already received more than two thirds of that … and it has been effortless … everyone is saying yes to me … the business is virtually all coming from people who have already done at least one session with me and saw how much better they felt afterward, how transformative this HBR really is :)

I’ve finished the remodel in Tahoe, and the house is nearly ready to begin hosting transformational workshops. Just wait until you all get to experience that house and its peaceful surroundings, it is absolutely DIVINE :)

And I’ve given notice at my day job … I can already feel the freedom of setting my own hours, making all my own decisions, and skiing all winter long …

I am exploring deeply into my sexuality and sensuality, with a variety of physical experiences … I’m using HBR to accelerate the manifestation of desires into physical reality …

I’ve been decluttering my entire life, and am excited for new carpet and furniture in my main apartment next month …

I feel a sense of possibility that I don’t think I’ve ever felt before, even as a child …

I feel light and joyous …

It feels like I’m starting my life OVER … fresh … with a clean slate on which I can create anything I want …

It has become not just “something to say,” now I truly believe it … I can be, do, and have ANYTHING I want … :)

I feel so powerful. I feel so peaceful. I feel so happy.

Truly, I am finally realizing the “dream life” that I had long ago “given up” on … and it feels wonderful …

So much of it has been about letting go of fear … letting go of fear about not having a steady paycheck, about not having all the “benefits” that go with a steady job … letting go of sexual fear … fear of my body … fear of my “dark” side … letting go of fear of revealing myself … fear of being dependent on others (like my beloved clients :) … I’ve been releasing layer after layer after layer of fear …

And it’s so interesting … all this releasing of fear has led me in a completely new direction relationship-wise ….

It used to be so important to me to “define” my permanent partnership, and have an agreement about its details, and so forth …

And now I’m realizing, I don’t need to worry about that …

Literally EVERYTHING else in my life is coming into perfect alignment, so my partnership must be arriving, too … and I feel excited about being fully present about it … with no need to plan “its” future …

The idea of putting “rules” and “restrictions” on my partner feels like … anathema.

I now have so much faith in my own power and in the present moment … that I realize … putting boundaries and barriers on a relationship would only take away from its glory …

Just like putting boundaries and barriers around my work life, by having a steady job, with lots of rules and regulations, took away from MY glory …

I’m done with all that … forever …

From now on … “I am under no laws but God’s.”

And you ain’t seen NOTHIN’ yet … :)

I hope that you all have a blessed evening :)

Love,
Erika