I guess I am not being clear enough when I am saying, I choose to believe what I believe NOT because of ignorance, or fear, or thinking I am going to lose anything. In fact just the opposite. I have nothing to lose because all I have is my inspiration (breath) I choose these beliefs because I understand what a world without all the texture and richness in it looks like and I am not interested.
What you call pain , suffering, again and death I call a rich playground for my humanity. My greatest growth has come from asking why me in the midst of a crisis. On the flip side I have grown from immense pleasure. I choose both. Sometimes in the biggest pleasure I have found the darkest pain.
The most beautiful things in nature have some of the ugliest starts. Death is rebirth.
I do not fear suffering, or aging, or heart break and in fact my practice embraces all it is to be human and all it is to live in the universe as it is. I am not apathetic to the humanities plight anymore than mine. I just do not believe in the eradication the very things which can create the ability to expand our containers. I do not believe we should put out the fire I believe we should eat the fire and dance with it.
I used to believe as you did and then I found a different truth. I used to want the world to get that they needed … to be happy.. get rid of their beliefs or what have you.
I now have an understanding that getting rid of things is actually another form of attempting to control things our ego believes are not right. I instead realize and teach that if we need protection or eradication we are not standing in our full empowerment. I do not need to get rid of evil to feel safe. I do not need to eradicate death to not die. I do not need to get rid of suffering to not suffer. AND I am capable of desiring to feel EVERYTHING I am able to feel in this human condition.
If others are suffering I feel for them and as I feel for myself. MY heart aches when my daughter has pain, AND I teach her to not fear it. I teach her to understand it’s value. I teach her about being a human.
I take action when someone is hurting someone else, I take action to change myself to change the planet, but I appreciate the organic nature and process of it. I am not for universal peace.
I believe that if we took away one aspect of feeling we would take away others. AND I know you believe you can have it how you want it… AND I want to FEEL it all.
As far as the man who killed himself, he didn’t do it because he was caught cheating.. he did it because he couldn’t stand the pain he caused and the guilt he felt when he didn’t keep his word and hurt someone else, as he should feel.. and that sums up my point. If he learned to really FEEL and expand into his feelings.. Had he been taught what to do when his feelings were that big, he would have been able to feel the pain he caused and he would have moved forward into it and created something different. Instead he sought to eradicate pain and suffering and he caused even more.
Most addiction is caused because we do not know how to cope with our feelings. Most good relationships break when one person causes the other pain ( as will happen) and the person who caused it CANT handle the feelings and neither can the other. Pretty simple really.
I would rather teach people to feel it all and expand their containers to feel it all ( all includes pleasure) than to only feel a few emotions that were “good”.
I understand being a catalyst and standing up for what I believe even in the face of challenge. I do not need divine guidance for that. I have myself and my connection to everything here that is visceral and for now real AND I completely and fully believe we can make changes in an instance and I have done so.
It isn’t the belief I lack, or the power, of the knowledge or the understanding, or the vision. I completely understand what you are saying and projecting, been there done that and moved to a different place. I admire your conviction, your beliefs, your desire for the world, your action, and all you bring and perhaps one day you will see the value of what I bring as well. I will never stop learning and exploring the depth of humanity and the universe, and I love that once I believe I know it all, or have it all worked out, the universe shows me something else. That’s why I have no outline when I teach and all my coaching is free form, cause I am plugged into what is out there right now.. you, me, everyone and everything. Not what want my ego thinks is the best.
I noticed you never answered any of my questions.

Yeah, I appreciate your willingness to talk about it, and I don’t think this is the place to do it. We are talking in circles. It is not my ego that will heal this entire planet, and it will be entirely healed, until not a tear drop or wound is left, and then it will disappear into light. You have my word on that. And sexual exclusivity will go. You have my word on that too. In the meantime, we can enjoy the journey. But we aren’t going to get anywhere with this conversation here. Perhaps at some point an opportunity will arise for you to experience my work personally (and I yours), and then we can have a very different conversation.

Nobody got up at that seminar to say “My father committed suicide because he was caught having breakfast (or sharing his jacket) with a woman who was not his wife.”

For instance, when I cured one incurable illness that changed the course of my life. Was that the right decision?
IS my life so worthwhile that the course I changed now changed things around me and now it is better simply because I am alive?

NOW you know that just because you do not belief it does not make it real, it takes more than just changing a belief or you wouldn’t even be in business.

It takes a cellular understanding to transform the belief in your mind, then in your subconscious, then in your cells, then is your energy body.

Otherwise YOU could believe that everyone was healed and the planet was perfect .. AND it would be. Problem is it would be your idea of perfect and that is not mine.

I believe we can transform DNA, the planet with a collective breath, transform death into life.. BUT should we?

Here is my thought.. is there anything even really wrong?

What if it is all how it should be and we are divined to our process and our feelings and pain and testosterone?

What if part of life is suffering and madness and inequality?

Why are we all so afraid of that? Isn’t it fear based to want to not have any of the so called ugly stuff?

I believe just as the tantricks that we are a reflection of the universe, the macro and microcosms connected, and that ALL our fallibility ARE really divine and with purpose.

Our job is to become aware of everything and how we connect with it. My path, inhale what is and exhale what will be… and in that moment of exhalation everything is AMAZING .. just the way it is

You agree with these statements?

– I realize everything is my choice and I can choose differently, yet I choose a world where suffering, aging, and death continue?
– if someone else is suffering, it’s okay with me if they continue to suffer
– what I have is so important to me that I am not willing to consider the possibility of a world where I could still keep what is important to me yet not have any more suffering, aging or death

Thank you for acknowledging that they are choices. Are you hearing what I am saying as either/or?

It’s not. My near-death experience was excruciatingly painful and it was part of the perfection. My chronic shoulder and back pain was excruciatingly painful and it was part of the perfection. Because those things helped to wake me up so I could get out of pain and then become a healer who could release others from pain.

And yes, my work is divinely guided. It being so is what gives me the strength to express views that I know will piss people off, because them going around pretending everything is “fine” while it’s clear to everyone else that it’s not is not helping anyone. I attended a seminar recently where one person after another after another expressed the pain in their families about “affairs” … including several suicides resulting from said affairs … yet not one single person was questioning the idea of sexual exclusivity. I am here to make sure these unconscious patterns do not continue.

I still believe that if you realized you would lose nothing in the world I am describing, it would make absolutely no sense to hold on to the beliefs that you have. And that you’re holding on to them is based on the belief that you would lose something. Honestly I don’t know that we can get deep enough into that discussion here to feel satisfying to either one of us. It’s something I’m still grappling with, how to bring the magic of what happens in my sessions to the written word.

Oh yes indeed, one of the things inexperienced tappers don’t understand is that you cannot effectively change a belief in isolation. Tapping the way I do it is divinely guided, and beliefs will only change if they serve the highest good of all.

And yes I can say flat out that I am unwilling to accept suffering. It does not serve the highest good of all, so I choose to abolish it from the face of the planet. Nor do I believe that my idea of a happy planet is different than yours. We just haven’t had enough of a conversation to agree … we haven’t explored the beliefs deeply enough. I guarantee you if we went that deep, we would agree. Absolutely, positively guaranteed. Because we are not separate. We think with One Mind, except for the ego overlay that creates an illusion otherwise.

I respect many healing modalities, but tantra hadn’t solved the problem of aging and death, nor has any other current modality, so I know we don’t have “the answer” yet, and I’m not content with the limitations of the answers that have been given. Not when I’m receiving direct divine guidance saying nobody ever has to suffer again, and the world is just going to keep getting more and more wonderful.

Now … with the belief I mentioned, that “testosterone kills oxytocin,” we would need to go deep into that to understand all the belief structures that belief is interwoven with. That to me is an adventure. And it would result in a miracle.

And then we would keep going, because I would want to know …

– Why do you want to keep the belief that you “are 50” ?
– Why do you want to keep the belief that aging or death or suffering is necessary or inevitable?
– Why do you want to keep the belief that my vision of happy world is different than yours?

And so on …

I choose to transcend the world of survival and live in the world of possibility …