Listen, I'm working through brain goo to get all the way to the point of being so grateful to my last lover for the crazy trip we took together… because without defining what a non exclusive relationship that would be loving and free would be in the face of one that struggled to offer that sense of fulfillment, I would not have created the imprint or blue print for the

I appreciate you commenting, and honestly I’m baffled by your comment. “Defeatism”?

There is no defeatism in surrender, it is the ultimate form of Power, because it is aligned with the All That Is.

if that plan of action hasn’t come to fruition, there must be a cosmic reasonNot trying to kill your buzz but I think whatever is going on there is a much simpler explanation that you either (1) aren’t aware of or (2) aren’t willing to acknowledge.
Just invoke occam’s razor and I’m sure thing’s will be clearer :)