I feel so seen and understood. Thank you for sharing your insights here.

And yeah, for those who haven’t experienced being unplugged yet … all I can say is, you have something really amazing to look forward to :)

Ya know, I just heard a story last night. Apparently, there is an abandoned nuclear missile silo somewhere in the mid-West that they have converted into condominiums. These condos are so “safe” because they are surrounded by hundreds of cubic feet of concrete. I thought… God, haven’t we come a long way in 50,000 years… from caves to caves.

Look at everything and see really, honestly, how much “evolution” has really happened. Has any of the technology, “advances”, or anything that most people concentrate on really done anything to behavior? We are really just jumped up apes at this point.

Until one begins to see the complete uselessness of being a flesh tube at odds with the Universe, none of this will make sense. It usually takes an act of God to make one see the utter oblivion and meaninglessness of all of it. When that happens… something else penetrates… surrender… understanding that one understands nothing… nothing.

Then you start saying shit like, “Christ use my pussy as you see fit.” Lol… damn… and it makes absolutely no sense until you have allowed something else to penetrate, to worm its way past the iron gate of separateness. At that point, your fucked… but in the best ways… you become more transparent, and you know less than you have ever known in your life… it’s then that joy… finally… can come in.

It’s funny that many of the people that I know that are going through this process are extremely “successful” in their lives. They have “had it all” sometimes for years. At the pinnacle of their success… BAM… it all becomes useless… utterly unsatisfying, and they cross over into something else, some other place. Fuck, I don’t know where I am or where Erika is… but I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Daily, I make that choice.

Umm yeah .. Won’t you be surprised when you get unplugged from the Matrix?