Later on, I’m going out with Matrix Guy, but in the meantime, a bit of meditation and …

A guy instant messaged me tonight for advice. His ex had texted him out of the blue and said she didn’t really feel like their relationship was over.

What did he text back?

“I still fucking love you.”

He had never told her before that he loved her.

He said he’s tired of holding back and playing games and not being his full true self.

I feel so much admiration for him saying that. It’s so beautiful. It’s so pure.

People come back into our lives, and it can feel scary. There’s so much uncertainty. It’s easy to be guarded or careful. And here is a guy who was just willing to put it all out there.

I feel inspired. I feel touched. If I was that girl, nervously reaching out, wanting to connect and somehow finding the courage and not knowing what I might receive in response, I would feel so happy.